Hopefully you can get the right diagnosis now. Meds may relieve symptoms, but unless we get to the root of the problem which is complex trauma, symptoms will always come back. Tim's talks on Complex Trauma (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IxEwPMqB-c) helped me a ton, so does EMDR as a therapy.
This sounds like me!! Wasted years in therapy and on psychotropic meds.
Hopefully you can get the right diagnosis now. Meds may relieve symptoms, but unless we get to the root of the problem which is complex trauma, symptoms will always come back. Tim's talks on Complex Trauma (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IxEwPMqB-c) helped me a ton, so does EMDR as a therapy.